I guess I don't really know what a blog is for... or why I'm writing here. Maybe it's a place for one to put their feelings down, or to release some inner tension. Well, whatever the reason, I am here now, writing... 

I will start by saying that I am ana. And more importantly, I love to write poems. I think it's my passion. 

I think that perhaps I felt urged to create this blog because it can act as an accountability partner for me. Knowing that if I binge, I will have to write it here for all to  see is somewhat disturbing.

So, today I ate horribly. I had a frozen waffle for breakfast. For lunch I had pudding, carrots, and cookies. And I had three more cookies when I got home! Awful feeling... 

I want to lose at least twenty more pounds. I have already lost almost thirty since this time last year. I am going to start exercising because I can't seem to lose more weight even with fasting. 

So... I shall see how that goes...